You’re suffering from depression. It’s a form of brain damage caused by stress or trauma. Take a break for as long as you want. Have a one time dose of mushrooms or Ketamine and make sure you get a social life and engage with your community. A good life is the best revenge.
It's a country road. There are no sidewalks. So no. It's not something you walk along. (And hardly unique to the US.) The ESRI categorization is ex-urban. The basic point is that the census bureau categorizes areas as urban unless they're really rural, as in small and pretty far from an urban center.