Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate them, also would there be any advice you'd also offer to keep going along and not letting the fear failure affect my work and mindset?
ha! I still remember my MA thesis deadline, it was a research so there was a lot to hand in. I remember going 60 hours straight with some not necessarily natural push.
I don't believe that repetition of an action will make you productive on the long-term basis. It's all about being aware of the cycles, of which makes you unhappy hence unproductive. I've been most productive when I have some headspace and now all it takes is a cup of tea.