When people you don't know come to you to force themselves into your business and push for a vision that is not yours, and you are wondering if you are weirdo for not wanting them to do so? I would say you are very normal.

Money is not everything and if the time come when you have a vision that requires capital and you know what you want to do with this extra cash, then you will know where to look, but don't feel bad for willing to be in charge of your business.