I’m sorry - but if you ARE psychotic this is exactly what you would believe. I don’t know you at all so sorry for assuming, but I think you need to listen to your family and get some help. Posting on online forums for advise from strangers is not the best option for you right now - esp since you’re only agreeing with posts that agree with your diagnosis of the situation, but getting frustrated at ones that done. Just think you should get help - in the most non-patronizing way possible, as I have seen a friend fall down the same rabbit hole and he didn’t come out of it until he got medical help. All the best.