I'm not sure where to begin but let me just tell you that things will be better in time. Usually the first few days, weeks will be so hard. You can vent out everything, speak your heart's content, etc. it's okay. It'll be better in time.
They really got me this time. Haha. I was surprised that I've been a pop lurking person. In total, I had 56,571 minutes, to 4,417 different songs and 1,661 different artists and explored 42 genres.
I honestly don't know who to trust. I don't think it matters which company you are in. At some point in time, we as users are being used by these companies either for profit or research. It's the price we pay for using really free.
I hope with the rise of cryptocurrency and decentralization, we can finally gain and own back what's ours.